On the Road & Like a Ship
Victoria Mikael
On the Road
We check out at noon and sing across the Autostrada to Sonny
& The Sunsets and Labi Siffre — you love Bless the Telephone
and Some Strange Rain by Cotton Jones. I play My Brave Face
and scream it till I cry.
You don’t notice cause you’re four and pointing at the sky.
We agree Mars ain’t the kind of place to raise kids and decide
all these old pink houses are, as we lean with the roads,
and watch like the movies
a tapestry of greens and golds in the quilted hills,
smear past us in formless watercolor blurs,
all too fast to memorize with a heavy
bare foot on the gas.
We talk at length about the changing winds,
Pippi’s monkey and her horse,
the word for ‘strength'
in Italian (it’s LA FORZA),
and ponder how much we love
Mother Nature;
You ask where she sleeps,
“In the Earth, babe.”
“She’s really kind of everywhere.”
“I was talking about Pippi,” I hear you say.
“Oh. In the Earth too, inside her house,
feet on the pillow, probably still in her shoes.”
Like A Ship
Like a ship, we cut through green-jelly seas, past ranges of mountains,
and forests of trees, a spaciousness widened in humming off-key —
we even sometimes did so courageously.
My daughter took photograph blinks with her eyes, hiking then dancing
beneath tangled blue skies.
Hours dozed to months till
we boarded tin can rattles home;
Howling down tracks in bunks heading back, we said we were sleepier than sloths
but happier than clams,
and named our feet
Wink, Stink, Rank, and Stank.
We heard a narrator reckon over earthquake, wheels, and engine
—she hailed from Oklahoma or maybe a Dakota—had chimes in the lace of her words;
and when they lowered four octaves, we leaned quick to the
carpeted wall
of our cabin, pressing cold ears to the hem
of her wisdom: “They do this, the buffalo, they push through every storm, they always do.”
Parting stiff polyester curtains, we watched a cold theater of sleet-pelted streaks of hooves
and resilience,
I saw the awe in my daughter’s eyes rest in their steely, patient grit
still barreling forth.
“That’s us, mom.”
Victoria Mikael
Victoria Mikael is a Seattle-based writer/editor and the director of Pearl Moon Writers Collective, an intersectional feminist writing group. Victoria is currently working on a memoir that explores generational trauma, early widowhood, and the gifts found in grief. She loves old records, old dogs, feminist literature, and building community. She lives with her daughter, Frances, and their husky chow, Imogen. Find her on Instagram @pearlmoonwriterscollective and pearlmoonwriterscollective.com.